Friday, May 8, 2015

review || EXPOSE { blog tour }

Exposed by Tracy Wolff

Publisher: Loveswept (5/5/2015)
Series: Ethan Frost, book 3
Genre: Erotica Romance
Source: Tasty Book Tours
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Rating: ★★★1/2

Ethan Frost, the irresistible leading man from the New York Times bestsellers Ruined and Addicted, returns once again in Exposed—a novel that’s perfect for fans of J. Kenner and Sylvia Day.

Will Ethan Frost go too far for the woman he loves?

The moment Chloe Girard walked into my life, she exposed secrets and emotions I always thought were best kept buried.

She wants to move on, to ignore the past. But I can’t do that. Not when she still suffers. And not when the man who hurt her remains unscathed. So when I discover the perfect opportunity to make him pay for what he did to Chloe, I can’t walk away, no matter the consequences.

But there’s a fine line between justice and obsession. As I turn up old crimes and new lies, I know that I’m playing with fire—and risking the very foundations of our relationship.

My love for Chloe is absolute. I just hope it’s enough to save us both.

about Tracy ||  Tracy Wolff collects books, English degrees and lipsticks and has been known to forget where—and sometimes who—she is when immersed in a great novel. At six she wrote her first short story—something with a rainbow and a prince—and at seven she forayed into the wonderful world of girls lit with her first Judy Blume novel. By ten she’d read everything in the young adult and classics sections of her local bookstore, so in desperation her mom started her on romance novels. And from the first page of the first book, Tracy knew she’d found her life-long love. Now an English professor at her local community college, she writes romances that run the gamut from contemporary to paranormal to erotic suspense.

{ excerpt } .
After several long minutes, my heartbeat finally returns to normal. I pull out slowly, rolling Chloe over so that she’s cuddled into my chest and I can feel her breath against my neck, her heart beating against my own.

“I love you,” she says, her lips moving drowsily against my sweat-slicked skin.

“I love you, too.”

It’s a vow on my part as much as it is a declaration. Because loving her has never been the problem. I’ve loved her almost from the beginning—I started falling the minute she refused to drink the blueberry smoothie I made her and by the time she’d returned the Vitamix I’d bought her for the second time, I was all in.

Yes, loving her is easy. But keeping her—that’s something else entirely. I’ve already fucked things up with her, twice. I lied to her, tried to break up with her, hurt her over and over again when all I’ve really wanted to do is protect her.

I don’t know how one man can fuck up as badly—and as many times—as I have. And yet, by some miracle, she’s still here. In my arms. In my bed. Though, technically, we’re in her bed at the moment.

That’s something else I intend to change as soon as possible. Not that I have anything against Chloe’s room—or her roommate. But I need her with me, in my space. I need her in my house, her stuff cluttering up my dresser, her shoes tripping me on the way to the bathroom, her sexy-sweet scent hanging in the corners of every room I enter.
I need her things mingled with mine, need her life mingled with mine.

Because no matter how much I’ve fucked up, no matter how many mistakes I’ve made, I can’t let her go. I won’t let her go. Not now. Not ever. We’re tied together, our lives twisted and tangled together long before we had a clue what we would mean to each other. I wouldn’t have chosen our past, how we started out. But it exists. It’s real, and it’s something we’re both going to have to live with—for better or worse.

That’s the nightmare. That one day she won’t be able to live with what Brandon did to her.  With the part I played in keeping him safe because I didn’t know better. Because I was blind.

But that’s a future I hope will never happen—a future I’m determined to never let happen. Right now, in the present, she’s still here. Still in my arms. Still willing to give me—to give us—a chance to get this right.

It’s more than I deserve, but I’m taking it.

I stroke her back, murmur nonsense words in her ear as Chloe snuggles close to me. Her breathing evens out and she’s asleep again within minutes. She’s exhausted, the toll of the last few weeks—the last few months—impossible to ignore. For both of us.

I close my eyes, try to follow, but my mind is too crowded to allow any kind of sleep to creep in. Chloe’s words from earlier chase themselves around inside my head—and there’s a part of me that knows she’s right. That knows I’ll be messing with all kinds of old wounds if I keep pursuing this. Opening them up, making them bleed. Making her bleed.

Hurting her any more than she’s already been hurt is the last thing I want to do.

But as I lay here staring at the ceiling, I can’t stop thinking about my brother. About the fact that he hurt her when she was young and defenseless. About the way he continues to hurt her even now.

I flash back to the way he looked at her in my driveway that day when the whole world came crashing down around our ears for the first time. So smug, so satisfied, so convinced of his own invincibility. The nondisclosure agreement—agreements, I remind myself, thinking back to the call I just took—make him untouchable and he knows it. More, he revels in it.

I’m not okay with that.

I’m not okay with any of it. Not what he did to Chloe and those other women. Not how he got away with all of it. And most definitely, not how he’s planning to run for Congress and beyond, building a life for himself making laws that he feels absolutely no compunction to follow.

None of that is okay.

Chloe might be strong enough to live with the past—and a future where Brandon never pays for his crimes. But I’m not. And I never will be.

{ review } .
Before I go into my review of EXPOSED, I just want to say that my first look into the world of Tracy Wolff's writing was actually the PLAY ME serial. In that, I only 'met' Ethan in passing, but knew that his and Chloe's was a story I wanted to read.

Now, this is nearly the conclusion of Ethan and Chloe's story -- and while I read it without their previous two books (knowing that this was a continuous series and knowing I hadn't read the first two), I do suggest you read RUINED and ADDICTED first. I wasn't lost, exactly, it just felt like picking up in the middle of the movie. You were able to figure out what happened, but the heart would be much happier with the answers and not just speculation.

Chloe wants the past to remain in the past. She's happy with where her life is right now -- she's content with her life, she's with the love of her life. She's had a tough road, but it lead her to the arms that keep her safe and protected and loved.

Ethan is every bit the fierce protector. He wants the past to stay in the past, but when it comes to Chloe, his guilty conscious continues to take over. He knows that Chloe doesn't blame him but Brandon is his brother and there's nothing that can take that type of betrayal from his mind.

Chloe and Ethan have certainly been through the ringer, and EXPOSURE is no different. If anything, though, this story just further solidifies the love and permanence that they will continue to have. They will make it through it all, of that there is no doubt. 

I loved my look into Chloe and Ethan's lives, and while it was my first look, I certainly plan on going back and reading the others before FLAWED comes out.

As I stated above, part of the reason why I was so excited to read this book even though I hadn't read the others was due to PLAY ME -- and I absolutely, positively, no doubt about it, LOVED that not only do Sebastian and Aria have a cameo in this book, but there's a scene from the PLAY ME serial that is simply told in Ethan's point of view and I enjoyed it so much. I love when books overlap and scenes are re-told in other point of views -- especially because in that particular scene, it took Aria a few minutes... hours... it was a bit of time before she even realized Ethan had been in the room.

So I enjoyed that little glimpse.

Again -- I suggest if you've not read an Ethan Frost book, to start at the beginning. It's not 100% necessary, but 100% helpful.

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